Sunny Rainy Day.

It’s official. The crying is over. It’s been 36 hours and not one tear. I’m aware that tears aren’t indicators of sorrow but along with a lack of tears I’ve been hit with a sedating numbness. Maybe not numb, perhaps wistful?

I have a mild headache, but not from crying so much. There’s a small pang of sadness in me, but nothing serious enough to be too worried. I have to remind myself that I am wonderful, that I have a loving family, that I have amazing friends, that I’m healthy, smart, and beautiful. I will always be alright.

It’s raining outside, but my heart is all sunshine. Almost there, I can almost see the rainbow.



*Currently listening to Aint’t Nothing Gonna Break My Stride by Men At Work*