Mend It. Or Leave.

re·cur·rent (adj.): Occurring or appearing again or repeatedly.

I feel like I'm stuck in the middle of a nightmare. Like the same bad joke is being told to me once and twice and over and over again. It doesn't end. I can't run away from it. I'm stuck.

And as soon as one day looks good, the next is the same all over again. Recurrent.

I do want to move on. With him, without him, whetever. Which is the best route? What's the best destination? I don't know, if I did know, I wouldn't be here.

this is how it feels sometimes

*Currently listening to Islands by The XX, cause that's how I want to feel instead*